Summer

Just wanted to say hi to everyone.. ! so HEY hows it going

Congrads Shawn & Tori

Its been a while since i have writen one of these... this past weekend i got to go to my best friends wedding Let me tell you that is one experiance that i will never forget .. what an amazing day.. So I have one thing for those who say that getting married is over rated... From me seening how happy those to were how can marriage be over rated!!!


Congrads GUYS!!!!

summer

Well its almost summer time..... I don't really have much to talk about... today.. got a concussion last week and my head is still a little fuzzy from it. Anyways.. i guess i just wanna say .. I hope everyone has a good start to summer!!!!!

family

There is one thing that really makes me think about how blessed I am, with being adopted into my family



Alot of my friends have either divorced parnets Or have a not so good relationship with the parnets or grandparents or there aunts uncles etc.....

I often wounder why , so many people don't have the same kinda closeness in there families that I do...

What makes there families so different then mine.. that they can't feel the same kinda love that i feel from every memeber of my family, grandparents aunts uncles.. and yes even my lil brothers and sister haha..

I'm not totaly sure... where i was going with this.... but just that i hear some people talk about there familes and and what the say about them and it makes me wounder how some one could every say anything bad about a family member, andtruely not like them!!!!. Like the feeling i had for my closest bro when i was younger like hate'n him but now.. that i have grown up .. and matured. ... all that feelings of hate r gone... and i wouldn;t know what i would do with out him as my bro!


I dunno if this really makes any sense
at all but ... i hope it does

What is a Friend

I often Wounder , what a true true friend is. Is a true friend some one ,who will go out and hang with u .. play pool, movies stuff like that, someone talks behind your back, Make fun of you when you are not around. To me that does not seem like a friend.. But some many people into days world. Do this to people who they call there GOOD friends.


Working at a Bar I see alot of this. So many people .. Sit there and Mock people who they call there good friends when they are not around. Or they will even smack you Down right in front of you to make them self feel better, But yet they say they are your friend.

Alot of people Don't truly know what a true friend is. and it is such a sad thing that they don't. know what it feels like .. that know matter what you do or what happens YOUR FRIENDS will never leave you or abandon you.. that you always have someone you can count on.

I duno just something i was thinking about today.

What is love?

What exactly is love.....?


I had the conversation with a couple people I worked with .. and it amazed me what they said. One girl told me it was if a couple has good sex... that one kinda threw me for a lil loop but the more i think about it the more it mad sense.. more and more people in the world think that they LOVE someone when they are actually just more or less infatuated with the person, and hung up on being sexually attracted to said person.... and not Actually in love.. cause people throw that word around so looselyand carelessly.. I hear people tell my they love someone after they have been "dateing" them for a week or so.. i also have made this mistake haha :). how can u possible truely love someone after a week.. u don;t even know them, who they are as a personl... or have a little fight over something so dumb and get some mad at the person that you are sousped to love so much .. then break up or it..



I dunno really i guess... just makes me wounder!

People.. show there true sides

Ok.. so what is it with People.. how are all nice to you.. and then in the blink of an eye turn .

Heres my little example.


The last two days i was sick for work so i called in .. never before have i called in .. plus i have helped out and covered many many shifts for them.. NOW that i miss to shifts they treat me like dirt... I will never understand why and how people act like that .. and can change so fast over nothing.

Life

I dunno.. why do things happen the way they do.. why do people fight and hate each other... that is one thing that i don't understand. So much trouble and pain and hurt comes from hate.. if the world would be a great place to live.. it seems like such a simple thing to do. So how come we can't do it... i dunno... it was just on my mind.

I dunno how this works

Well i dunno how this works so Josh u need to help me